Sunday, October 24
this morning, i helped my cousin's wife decorate their office for haloween. we had to make it look like a big farm since that was their theme for this year. i painted a couple of farm animals (check out below). i had fun, i missed painting. haha. although, i think i'm terrible at it. anyway....
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*10/24/2004 11:22:00 PM*
Friday, October 22
nahahalata nyo na ba? tinatamad na talaga ako mag post ng entry. haha. dami ko sana kwento pero sadyang tamad ako. hehe. sana sipagin ako ulit. wish ko lang! haha.
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*10/22/2004 11:32:00 PM*
Monday, October 18
hmmmm.. does my page load so slow on your computer?
i think it's all the pictures trying to load or the video down below that makes the page so slow. sorry about that. i need more construction huh?
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*10/18/2004 03:51:00 AM*
Thursday, October 14
oh, i got a new sponge bob doll. it's a very big big one. and it's soft and cuddly. my kuya macky gave it to me as my (very) late birthday present. hehe. i can't wait to go to bed with him (bob) later. ooooooooh la la. hehe.
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*10/14/2004 09:56:00 PM*
Wednesday, October 13
it was a sunny fall afternoon. the radio was on. the dj played john mayer's latest single. i listened. i listened hard. all of a sudden, i was crying. listening to the music, understanding the song, feeling the words. this is my song. that was my story. as the song continued to play, i wept like a child. for i am, i am still a child. i am a daughter, i am someone's daughter. but would it matter? haaaaaaaaaay...
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Daughters
John Mayer
I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
She's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me
Fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too
Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made
Fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too
Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without warmth from
A woman's good, good heart
On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world
So fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
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i believe i am the girl he refers to in this song. i must have inspired john to write this song. or maybe somebody i know told him about me. you know what? there is a reason why i'm here. why i'm here so far away from my (real) home. but i'd rather not discuss that. talking about it won't change anything anyway. i just need to move on. someday i will.
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*10/13/2004 07:13:00 PM*
Tuesday, October 12
today, rgie & i are celebrating our 1 year and 7 month of being so much in love. but we're so apart too. this sucks! i'm happy that we're still strongly in love but i hate being so away from him. ARGH! sometimes i'm more mad than sad. i feel so deprived, i feel so lonely, i feel so lost without him. i miss you rgie, please hurry and come to see me again. i desperately need your hugs. happy monthsary!
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*10/12/2004 11:39:00 AM*
Monday, October 11
im working on another blog, ilovemypoo.blogspot.com.
why of course it's for my poo poo. yey, coz tomorrow we'll be celebrating our 19th month together! the blog is actually my surprize gift for him. i'm excited and nervous at the same time. i really do hope he'll like it. that blog has kept me busy for a few days so i don't really have much time to work on this one. anyway, i'm having so much fun with html. i never thought i'd understand this language but hey, i did!
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*10/11/2004 03:37:00 AM*
Sunday, October 3
our goldfish died today. me and justin held an intimate funeral for our beloved aquatic friends. their 3-day stay in our home was very fulfilling, they were already part of the family. fluishing them down the bowl was such a grieving experience. now, i struggle to live without them.
and later that day, we went to a party and ate bangus! hahahaha...
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*10/03/2004 01:24:00 AM*
