today, rgie & i are celebrating our 1 year and 7 month of being so much in love. but we're so apart too. this sucks! i'm happy that we're still strongly in love but i hate being so away from him. ARGH! sometimes i'm more mad than sad. i feel so deprived, i feel so lonely, i feel so lost without him. i miss you rgie, please hurry and come to see me again. i desperately need your hugs. happy monthsary!